When I was 20 years old, I was in my 2nd realest relationship. I was with a guy and I was sexually active. I thought we were serious. His momma referred to me as her daughter-in-law and I referred to her as my mother-in-law. I thought I was in love. I would get off campus […]

Why is it that I feel like I’m talking to a brick wall. EVERY DAY….I am so tired of playing these childish ass games with a childish dude. (My Blackness wants me to say Nigga…) This dude has been out of work for almost two months now. I am EXAUSTED. Why can’t he understand that […]

  So here it is Mother’s Day Weekend…guess who’s doing nothing, getting nothing, and going nowhere?? Yep, me. It’s my own fault I suppose. Being with someone who doesn’t think that celebrating any holiday related to you and love is important. I seem to always be the one to get celebrated on an “off day” […]

When you feel like you’re failing at everything in life, it’s just not a good feeling. Lost my job January 27th, was laid off. Told that the position was coming to an end on January 25th. Apparently there wasn’t enough funds in the budget to keep us on permanently (there were 4 of us) as […]

I wanted to do a post on Jan 1st, but hey life happens. I couldn’t remember my password to save my life and I decided not to reset my password. *Shrug* December 31st was pretty uneventful and boring to say the least. I went to the ABC store and grabbed a couple of bottles for […]

It has been a long time since I’ve been here. It’s been over a year. Trust me when I say I’ve been here several times in my head. I’ve known all my life since keeping a journal, that this is something that needs to remain constant in my life. Some updates, I gave birth to […]

Today’s Feeling….